I'm sick of feeling like my needs aren't important to him. Our life is really HIS life. His OCD is overtaking everything and it's smothering me. I've been supportive for almost 3 years. I've done my best to make him happy and comfortable. He doesn't work. All he does is sleep all day, smoke weed, drink beer and play video games. I've begged him time upon time to please come to bed early (between 2-3 am) on nights when I have to get up early for work because it wakes me up when he comes to bed. I've had to open at work every day this week, meaning I have to be up around 7 am, so when does he come to bed? 5. 5 am. When I have two hours before I need to get up. How is this fair to me? It's not.

That's where I'm at. He's a good guy, he makes me laugh blah blah blah it's not enough. I'm sick of being exhausted all the time. It's not fair. He doesn't have to work. Why doesn't he care that I have to be up? I told him a few nights ago that I was getting close to leaving because of it, he promised to make an effort. He made an effort that night. He came to bed before three. The next night I made the mistake of sleeping with him and now that he got what he wanted, he's not trying anymore. Last night? 5 am. I woke up before he was even coming to bed and had to tell him to COME TO BED. I'm tired of sleeping alone. I'm tired of being woken up a couple hours before I have to get up for work. I seriously feel so disrespected.