This is the last fucking straw..I had a hard night tonight about my Anorexia. So I was crying, the fam tried to help in a way but it made things worse..Long story short mom got over it and we fought, the whole family. Then things got physical and she knocked all the stuff off my desk and bookshelf..She almost crashed the bookshelf to the floor.she threaten to give the pets away and then I got angry, I told her if she did I shoot her..She tried to hit me but my brother stopped her, I hit her though. And as bad as it is to admit….it felt good..I'm want to leave, she wants me gone to. I told her everything I hated about her, all that pent up rage came out…I cleaned up the mess age made, as always. I told her I hope she does and rots in hell..She doesn't care she doesn't get it, she called me an ugly bitch, I already know I'm an disgusting obese pig-whale 😔.I want to die, im still debating on it tonight or tomorrow while she's at work..But I'm done. That bitch has crossed the last line. I done with recovery, with everything..Idk if I'm going to post again. ..incase I don't, goodbye everyThis is the last fucking straw..I had a hard night tonight about my Anorexia. So I was crying, the fam tried to help in a way but it made things worse..Long story short mom got over it and we fought, the whole family. Then things got physical and she knocked all the stuff off my desk and bookshelf..She almost crashed the bookshelf to the floor.she threaten to give the pets away and then I got angry, I told her if she did I shoot her..She tried to hit me but my brother stopped her, I hit her though. And as bad as it is to admit….it felt good..I'm want to leave, she wants me gone to. I told her everything I hated about her, all that pent up rage came out…I cleaned up the mess age made, as always. I told her I hope she does and rots in hell..She doesn't care she doesn't get it, she called me an ugly bitch, I already know I'm an disgusting obese pig-whale 😔.I want to die, im still debating on it tonight or tomorrow while she's at work..But I'm done. That bitch has crossed the last line. I done with recovery, with everything..Idk if I'm going to post again. ..incase I don't, goodbye everyoneone
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3 times me
Sciencegirl, , Depression, Anger, Depression, 0
I feel so angry just coming on here today. i dont know why, i have no reason to be....
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Blog Nine: I Don''t Feel Okay.
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Fated ways
Alucard, , Depression, Relationships, 1
At this point its more of a confession rather than a story but that would not discourage me from...
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The last person you'd expect
five5, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Child, 0
Well today was a terrible day, I had to hurry to scrounge up people to volunteer for a expirement...
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The Name Game
ASBishop, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Uncategorized, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Schizophrenia, 0
I’ve been thinking a lot about names and what they mean? I’ve recently discovered that names matter more than...
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Exhaustion from nothing
AloneForever, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Obesity, Sleep Disorders, Weight Loss, 0
Don't you just hate it so much when you hilight and delete everything youve just wrote right before finishing...
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Letter to K–my second cousin
TessErin, , Depression, Therapist, 0
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Sadness during a happy time
Silent_Sigh, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, 0
I just found out via Facebook that one of my best friends is engaged. Well, I say best friend...
You aren't punishing your mom for quitting recovery, you are punishing yourself. I hope you choose to continue the fight we all participate in.