So. about 3 months ago I met a kid on a emo page on facebook… He was sad and lonely and felt hopeless… Someone had posted a pic. and it said "If there was a pill that could kill you instantly with no pain would you take it?" I scolled through all the comments and everyone was saying yes… So I posted a comment saying how they all have a purpose and they are all needed and yada yada yada… I got some replies to my comment but no one that needed to talk… Then a boy commented after mine saying how no one liked him and no ov=ne would ever care about him… I told him to add me and he did… I wasn't able to contact anyone else before the post was taken down… But I contacted him… I messaged him and talked to him that night about what was wrong and helped him fix some of it and calm down about the rest… Well the next day he messaged me just to talk 😀 I had made a new friend with my kindness… We talked every day… We talked until we passed out… He was an hour behind me time wise… But I would always stay up to talk to him…. Eventually I started having different feelings for him… Stronger feelings… I randomly told him I loved him one night just to get it out of my system because I didn't know what I was feeling and He said it back… Since then he has lost his fb and has had to contact me through 5 different phones and apps… We have talked about meeting and living together when we are older.. We always go to eachother with problems… and I cry every single night and day I don't get to talk to him… So what is that… Is it love or just a crush… People say I'm to young for love…. But I've been through a lot I'm way more mature then my age… but I want y'alls opinion……
~Peace Love Don't Do Drugs Stay Strong <3
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