i would like to be happy but…

people would tell me i\’m a negative person and stop expecting bad things to happen. but when i\’m thinking negative it\’s because i\’m usually right about why i\’m being negative. i get paranoia; the anticipating and then the bad thing i imagine happening always seems to happen. the world is rotten and there is no good in it. i should just stop pretending there are things to look forward to because there are no good, honest people in the world who can help you if you need something. people with power to help are all two faced and good at stalling tactics. the only thing you can do is do it yourself and just accept being screwed if that stalling two face is the only one who can do it. this world is shit. i don\’t know why people carry on if stalling and being two faced is the only means of being financially successful.

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