Hi guys, how are you all, it’s been so long since I’ve actually posted something on here!  I don’t think I’ve really posted here since Fred died, the new layout kind of confuses me and if I’m honest the new chat box thing is not a patch on the old one we had (you know where you could actually see who was online…) so I don’t even know who’s still around.  It’s weird, I used to spend every waking second on this site, I’ve been here for 9 years, since I was 14, and now I don’t know anyone and can’t navigate it at all lol

I’ve been doing a bit better recently, I got into yoga and back into art which is a big thing in me feeling kind of OK again.  I’ve been kind of out of it since Fred died, I’m still kind of out of it, I miss him more than I would miss my actual limbs.  But I’m slowly starting to feel like an actual person again.

A couple of days ago I started a blog with wordpress, it’s a blog about depression, about art, about mental health, sometimes just about what colour my nails are this week (spoiler: it’s christmas jumper nail week because I’m really predictable and love a new nail art trend!) but it’s a self discovery journal that I could see myself getting really into.  I would love for you guys to check it out, leave me a message or a comment, I would love to get to know people who relate!  And if you remember me from the days of the decent DT chat room come say hi!  I think about lots of you a lot and I would love to know how you all are doing!

Come check me out at /https://vulnerasanentur94.wordpress.com/   new content coming almost everyday.