Today is my first blog. I am ‘Out’ to four people, my Best Friend, one of my cousins and two other casual friends.

Right now I am confused, I’m struggling to ‘find’ my sexuality, frankly, it’s scary. I know I’m not Heterosexual, Lesbian or anything to do with my gender. But what I don’t know, is how to class myself. I feel like I have to explain myself which isn’t right. I don’t know how to tell my close family even though I know they will be fine with it, but there will always be a part of me that will doubt that. I think, when I tell other people, they might expect me to be ‘my true self” when all that has changed is the fact that people know about it. A fairy doesn’t just come and sprinkle dust on me and I’ll act and be different. I hate using the term ‘Coming Out’, what have I ‘come out’ of? I’ve always been there and been me, just not quite as open.

I’m planning on telling them soon, I don’t know when or how, but I will.