Sometimes I feel like no matter how far I’ve come I will always go back to this darkness. I go in and out of it but lately I’ve been in it so much more. Has anyone been in an abusive relationship? And when you’re finally able to get out of it they still manage to bring you down? That’s where I’ve been this past month and I wonder if he’ll ever stop. It wasn’t like this when we first started dating and because of how great it used to be we had a child together but everything went downhill from the moment I was pregnant. So even though we are no longer together he will always be in my life since he is my son’s father. I wish he couldn’t get to me anymore. I wish I could just ignore it. I don’t like feeling this way but it’s just so hard to be happy.
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Writing
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, 0
I don’t know what to write about right now, I just feel the urge to write. I love words....
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Nervous stomach
Veronica51, , Depression, Anxiety, Medication, Weight Loss, 1
Well here I am again and I am still packing but I don't think I will get it all...
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The story of how I got to the messed up state I am in
codenamespivey, , Depression, Addiction, Bipolar, Depression, Relationships, Self Esteem, Suicide, 0
Well, this being my first blog/journal I figured I might as well go on and explain why I am...
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So tired of the mind games of people…
wantingtorunaway, , Depression, Anxiety, Religion, 2
I just got home from church about an hour or so ago, with an awesome focus for a...
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Families – How to love, and lose.
Chara, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Stress, 0
Losing someone close to you is always rough- especially if you felt like you could have spent more time...
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A father's Letter
Honeylet, , Depression, Anger, Child, Depression, Grief, Questions, 0
Hello teary friends, This is the best letter anyone could ever have..I tried reading this really slowly and savor...
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Being in Love is the Worst
Teep2011, , Depression, LGBT, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Personality Disorder, Psychosis, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 1
…especially when it’s the unconditional kind where I just want her to be happy, even if it means my...
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Advice?
HopefulLove, , Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Social Anxiety, 0
I am almost 19 and I will be a freshman in college. College is overwhelming enough. But college isn’t...
You could always choose to put boundaries with others who makes you feel down. Don’t stop trying at least for your kid keep trying. Hope you feeling better by keep trying.