It’s just one of them days today, I am incredibly frustrated with being at home doing nothing. I don’t want to interact with ppl or can’t because I just feel I’ve nothing to fucking discuss I know myself that I am just frustrated with being in lockdown now it was cool to start but it’s been almost 8 weeks now, what’s worse is due to my job I am uncertain when I will be going back or even IF I will be going back. I am snapping at everyone and just generally irritated at what ? Well just everything being stuck at home, doing the same shit day in and day out, feeling like there is no change or worse the changes that are happening and my general way of life are now taken from my control, what my life was is now no longer. I knew all this at the start and even on a deeper level I get why these changes are happening ect but today…today I am simply fucking frustrated with it. I want to consume my weight in food but I don’t actually know what it is I am craving I do know that I am fucking fed up being mom, wife, chef and maid ATM and today is one of them days where I would like to do my makeup put on something nice and eat out and possibly just enjoy a glass or two of wine to relax. I perhaps should organise a delivery and get a bottle of wine for tomorrow 😉 it’s not the same but it is something to look forward to..
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Burn Fetish.
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Teeth marks on the skin The greatest trick the devil ever played was convincing me that I was him...
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my everyday life
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I hate it sometimes. I’m coasting and then I find myself right back in a depression. I’m talking to...
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On Usefulness
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The last I had a job was on January 18th 2008. I was supposed to get a new job...
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First post
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I joined this site after traulling through self help hits on google. I feel stupid for needing to look...
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To my friends…
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I know I haven’t been online lately. Some people may not have noticed, but I’ve been doing fine and...
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My stepmom is such an incredible jerk to me
exdeath, , Depression, Anger, Self Esteem, 0
i was just trying to hook something up on the tv and she comes in and looks at me...