I hate it sometimes. I’m coasting and then I find myself right back in a depression. I’m talking to a psychiatrist on the 30th to see about medication. I learned my ex’s new boyfriend of 5 weeks has already met her dad and stepmom. I feel fucking worthless, ashamed, dejected, and overall depressed. I feel like I meant nothing to nobody. I feel guilty for being mean when I couldn’t handle being friends with her for a bit. I feel like a fucking mistake and stain on this fucking planet. A fucking blemish that can’t be washed off.
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Fool to Think
Kupkake, , Depression, 1
Look at me dreaming of youAll I could hope is to have youTo have you walking with meLaughing so...
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naomijane, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
it's been quite a week!! monday- wednesday was awful! i was sleep deprived, i didn't work so i was...
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One foot on the ground
squiff, , Depression, Career, Child, Depression, Grief, Psychosis, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Suicide, 2
I've had some lovely messages from my friends on here recently asking where I've gone. The truth is, I...
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Lonely and in Pain
Heffaloo, , Depression, Anger, Career, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Self Esteem, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
A friend of mine tried to kill herself today. It’s the second time this week, and she was much...
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The shoe nightmare…
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Questions, Stress, Therapy, 0
I found a picture of the shoes in question: http://www.lifestride.com/Shopping/ProductDetails.aspx?p=EC1197118&pg=5115005 Yes, I'm still obsessed with my shoe situation… I...
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Loosing hope
chunckywannabcurvy, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Relationships, Self Esteem, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 1
Today is just another day of emptiness. today i feel like im loosing all hope in this world and...
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Coin Toss: Stay Silent or Speak
LunaLove5, , Depression, Anxiety, 0
Honestly, I rewrote this a million times. Part of me felt I was pitying myself. Part of me felt...
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Masquerade (On masks, pt1)
feDAy87, , Depression, Child, Personality Disorder, Questions, 2
I recently re-considered how I interact with the people around me and everyone I meet. I feel like I’ve...
You aren’t. You’re here for some reason. Things are rough right now, but you’ll make it through this, and you’ll find your purpose. I know i’m a random stranger, but I care about you, and I hope things will get better. Don’t give up.