I was recently diagnosed with lupus and rheumatoid arthritis in March, right about the beginning of Covid. Having been on immunosuppressive therapy I had to leave my job as a healthcare worker. I am a single mother to a daughter with special needs and hashimotos. Needless to say, we are isolated and lonely. Therapy has all but come to an end. My anxiety is the worst it’s ever been. I’ve been to 20 different doctors this year. Found out I was vitamin deficient and anemic. Had my first blood transfusion yesterday, I’m praying for relief. I barely sleep at night, chronic anxiety and tinnitus and other side effects from all the medicine I have been prescribed are taking its toll.
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Tearfest
Reamber, , Anxiety, Sleep Disorders, 1
Today is by far one of the saddest days of my life. But first I have to outline the...
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Anxious morning
fairygal, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Depression, 0
Is it really possible to feel worse? I know it is way, way too soon to feel any different...
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Big week – part 1
uberbobolink, , Depression, Depression, Medication, OCD, Parenting, Religion, Therapist, Therapy, 0
On Friday the 8th of August I walked away from my appointment with a clinical psychologist and decided that...
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Panic Journal 1
Celana, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Medication, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 1
Thursday, December 1st, 2016 – 11:45 pm I’m having a panic attack right now. Well, not quite. Right now...
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The working poor gets no help for anxiety or depression
Dayisdone, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Medication, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, Therapy, 1
If I dont work I will lose my home. I have no friends or family. :I make too much”...
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Can't wait till I can get out of here!!!!
Aspiretodream, , Depression, Relationships, 0
So I have had it up to here with the disrespect. I'm tired of no one appreciated ANYTHING that...
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Come Undone
sadjac, , Depression, Anger, 0
Everywhere I turn, there is nothing. Every direction darkness. It’s dissorientating. Its normal. It’s useless. Nothing. Empty. Tired. Angry....
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I'm Crying Again…
gomizzou, , Depression, Anger, Depression, Spirituality, 4
And by again, I mean, for the first time….since I got through my three year bout of depression when...