i feel useless, days going by faster and faster, i just feel like if i weren’t here there would be no difference. no tears, no jaw drops. just knowing that i was giving up, everyone could see me tumble down slowly, no one would care to catch me. my family doesn’t care to notice how hard i try for them. my only friend is an online friend who i depend on for everything, my happiness, my everything. i wanna be able to have a fun life, live the life every dreams of having. i wanna have friends.
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Trying to keep a positive outlook.
totaldarkness, , Depression, Bipolar, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 1
Its been over eight months since I been back. I am trying my best to cope with my new...
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Later,Later, how bout Never
Nessie26, , Depression, Anxiety, Grief, 0
I don't know about you guys, but i personaly hate when people make plans (especialy involving something longed for...
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pick my battles…..*sigh
delane1, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anxiety, 2
Ya know, no matter how much i seem to complain and be unsatisfied/unhappy, i know it could always be...
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I was doing ok
inkatobacherry, , Depression, Child, Depression, 1
this morning I think i did ok. I had a hard time getting up, surges of emotion and thoughs...
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Powerless and Hopeful
lipstickandsoul, , Depression, Career, Depression, Medication, Parenting, PTSD, Self Help, Therapist, Therapy, 1
There are phases in life when it is difficult to get out from under the cloud of sadness that...
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Accomplished Something Today
sadviolinist, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, 1
So as I said in my late night blog last night, I'm feeling a lot better today. I'm really...
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This Is It?
ZoeyGirl, , Depression, Anger, Career, Child, Parenting, Relationships, Religion, 1
Soo, I have written a letter that I will email to my parents explaining everything. I am terrified as...
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Need help
MoonWolfEagle, , Depression, Bipolar, 1
Hello …….. I have to vent before i continue to be bent oh gracious me I did it again...