am still feeling nothingness, but the more I live and the more I cut, I just keep getting closer to a life without any Emotions or thoughts. Am already like a Zombie, feeling nothing but only Hungry for a life. I want my life back, I want to get better, and be Happy, but i don’t know what Happiness is anymore. I can’t get back to my normal life because I have become so emotionless that I have forgotten how to be Happy, sad, angry, scared, or even loneliness. I just keep falling into the Hole that i have dug for myself.
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Slowly but surely
Silent_Tears68, , Depression, Anger, Child, Therapist, Therapy, 0
Things are slowly getting better. Sometimes I still get down. I want a hug a real hug that means...
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Spring loaded mechanisms
Linus, , Depression, 0
The importance of what you internalize might seem pretty obvious, but to me, i've blown it off for a...
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Feeling sorry for myself
jasper, , Depression, Career, 0
Hi You all know how I have been saying my (one) family member I have here has moved away?....
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FrancesFender, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Medication, Relationships, 1
WARNING: This is basically not for anyone who hate's reading about everyones problems. I grew up without a Mother,...
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B''day
sadjac, , Depression, 0
Ok, so after all my worrying about what today was going to hold, my birthday turned out to be...
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Turned Sour
sadviolinist, , Depression, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapy, 2
Today has not been as good as I had hoped. I didn't get anything accomplished except dyeing my hair...
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My story with depression
Amrams2020, , Depression, Depression, 1
Hi I’m Ali I have struggled with depression from a young age but never relized it myself till I...
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Just made a suicide pact plz help
Bgillispie01, , Depression, Career, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Grief, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Weight Loss, 0
So my best friend (19F) and I (21M) just made a suicide pact… We’ve had alot Of mental...