The truth is now known and my first reaction was feeling grateful for knowing the truth and peace.

Now, hours later, however, I feel betrayed and upset because the truth is upsetting.

I have to mourn what I thought was true is not the truth.

What I know for sure is a list that I have made and someday I will be grateful for the new knowledge that I have gained.

One step at time will get me there. It will take time.

I hope that everyone feels content, loved, safe and cherished.

Lacey