i want to feel nothing but i do not like to feel empty but it feels beater then feeling every thing i wish i was not broken so then i could know how some of the people i this world feel i just want to smile and not have to fake it i just want to be happy but i do not think that will happen cuz i can’t be fix people try to fix me then they give up just like they give up on ever thing i mean it’s ok i even give up on myself when i was 8 so i know no one can help me not even myself. i just want to cry and not have to worry if i’m going to get yelled at. i do not want to have to overthink everything. i just want to get through one day without thinking that no one would miss me if i was to die even though no one would care i did die. i feel so lost and empty and numb or i feel everything and i hate it i just want to be ok and not broken. i’m just so fucked up.
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Could It be, Really? Probably Not.
Di, , Depression, Anxiety, Forgiveness, Sleep Disorders, 1
A Date……He picked me up, he was tall, polite, well spoken, but an even better listener, insiteful. He drove...
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Bipolar Disorder
Keith_m, , Depression, Bipolar, 0
hello there are some of you out there that know me realy well and there others out that that...
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Celestine Energy
sashasue, , Depression, Parenting, Questions, Spirituality, 0
I've just been reading some blurbs from the Celestine Prophecy online. I've been feeling like I've been sucking evryone's...
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Just a front or half the truth
eggirl, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, 1
I have this need where I just want to talk and talk and talk more.It’s like I have so...
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How to Be
lucy397, , Depression, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, Career, Depression, 0
How are you supposed to continue with life in general when the only person you have can't see past...
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Falling on deaf ears
xillah, , Depression, Marriage & Family, Career, Parenting, Questions, Relationships, 0
I came to this realization that in the past, with my Ex, I wasted so much energy trying to...
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Why another school shooting?
simsv50, , Depression, Anger, Child, 0
I don't know if anybody saw the news today, but there was another school shooting. I'm originally from cleveland...
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Be Happy with Positive Thoughts
TeresaS, , Depression, Infidelity, Questions, Relationships, Religion, Stress, 1
I didn't write this. I enjoy reading Mark and Angel. They have some good thoughts. A different perspective that...
I feel you. I see you. I was there emotionally just a week ago (I tend to oscillate between states when I’m having an episode). I wish I could say something to make it better but I know, I know its not that simple, not that easy. I know that feeling you are describing. You are not alone. It will pass, but it hurts so much while you’re waiting for things to get better.