I don’t know how to keep going and I don’t know if I can anymore. I have nothing to live for. I feel like so empty inside. I feel sick everyday, I sleep all the time, I can barely get through my classes. I’m bot doing well in half of my classes. I don’t even want to be in college. I hate it here so much but I can’t drop out because I won’t go anywhere in life if I don’t have a degree. My mom and my sister don’t understand how I feel at all but they expect me to listen to them. Half the time they just blame me for the way I am. They tell me that my life is just going to be bad but I just have to deal with it. Why would I put up with living a terrible life when I could just kill myself? I don’t even have anyone that I could possibly talk to about this stuff because I have no friends. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I’m so out of place everywhere I go. I feel so lonely every second of the day. I haven’t hugged anyone in years. I want to kill myself, I just want it to be fast, easy, and painless.
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Slipping downward
Shadow334, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Stress, Therapist, 1
Well my good luck is about to run out, been trying and searching and filling out aplications everwhere I...
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My life in a nutshell
thatweirdo, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Addiction, Anxiety, Child, Relationships, Religion, Social Anxiety, 0
I have social anxiety. There I said it. I had it for years and it is not any close...
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15 Minute Meditation
QuadRaptor, , Depression, Weight Loss, 0
Tonight I was having problems with my internet, so I decided to try my own meditation. Here are the...
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Okay
MUSIClub101, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Medication, 0
i hurt people. I do it everyday and will continue to do so. Just by breathing. People tell me...
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MY HAIR’S ON FIRE!
thumper, , Depression, Addiction, Obesity, Weight Loss, 0
ok so i havent posted anything for a while and havent done any polls either…i could blame it on...
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No sex or a baby?
hippychik87, , Depression, Career, Child, Depression, Sex Therapy, 0
So tonight was supposed to be our big "last night" without contraception. I'm going to have my iud out...
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Day 5
FrogerFrank, , Depression, Mindfulness, Sleep Disorders, 0
No sleep last night, sleep is so essential to calming and thinking. And strangely enough I felt out of...
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Finally
hiltj4, , Depression, Child, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
I finally got out of that lazy mood and got things done that needed to be done. Now I...
I’m here for you. In a similar boat. I sometimes have the mindset but I’m only really here because of my kids. We can talk if you ever need to <3
You are very brave to share your feelings with this community, I hope you can recognize how strong you are. I want you to know, that this is a safe space where you can come to talk to us. Those feelings you are having sound really complicated and I am sorry that your family isn’t making you feel supported right now. You have value and worth.