Well I talked with D over the phone thie evening, after thinking he's not going to call, but he did and we talked about our plans for the weekend……he asked if je could ask me something I replied sure, he asked about my faith, what I was I said Christain, raised babtists, i ask and you he sais baptist, he continued and we spoke of when we were saved and baptized, then he proceeded to ask me if i'd like to go to church i almost dropped the phone due to the fact i was going to ask him if we could go!!! i told him i couldn't believe it since i had wanted to talk to him about going, so he then talked to about some things i had mentioned like my hair I told him i wanted to dye my hair and cut it off my nails looked bad and I had told him a little girl had painted them and i of course haven't anyway to fix them this was mentioned in our first date, so anyway he told me he'd like to get my hair and nails done for me as a gift, he no's my situaton, i told him my independant side says no, so he said to pray about it and he'd love to do that for me, no strings attached, and somehow I believe him, also since I lost all my belongings he said if you don't have something to wear to church we'll go shopping in town, I want you to be comfortable and happy, I just have problems with accepting things, what do you guys think?

Meanwhile I'm still smiling and so far he's done evrything he said he would do, he says he wants to help me and so far he's deffently showing it.

So any advice?

Just think I wouldn't be here if it weren't for all of you guys, I'd of given up…all the telling me its going to get better, all the hugs, all the support and even if i fall, i still owe you guys my gratitude and all of my thank you's, i couldn't be in the moment without each and everyone of you!!! Thank You from the bottom of my heart for saving my life….all my love, Dianne

P.S. I know if I fall I'll have a soft sweet spot to land…..