Wow.
Since joining DT I have pretty much been a chat room lurker.. Not really venturing away from the safety of the chat room. But the last few days I have been poking around other parts of the site. Like the forums, groups ect. I have found some of the loveliest people there! I just wish I had hung around there earlier. I have found new friendships, people who are a lot like me, in soo many ways. I defiantly think I’m going to hang around there more often.
Its surprising how quickly the weather had changed. Now the sky is full of ominous clouds. I think its going to rain soon. Not that I’m complaining.
I’m listening to a Delta Goodrem song “Mistaken Idenity” I love this line “ The girl I used to be, has a terrible case, of mistaken Identity, Yesterdays girl is not what you see, its just a case of mistaken identity”
I did some wrapping of presents today. I love wrapping presents. I don’t know why.
When I went out to get some lunch today with my mum, we came across a car accident. It wasn’t bad, Yet there were ambulances and police in attendance at the scene. I don’t know why, but seeing this accident made me think “ I wonder what would happen if I had an accident?” .. “would it hurt?”. I know I wouldn’t be able to drive my car and have an accident, cause if I would be imprisoned. But if I were to jump out in front of a car they couldn’t do anything about that. I know for a fact that no matter what, if a car hits a pedestrian, it’s the cars fault. All these thoughts of getting hit by cars just went running over and over in my head. In once scenario I was still conscious and just had a broken leg. In another, I was unconscious and woke up in hospital. I don’t know if it was seeing the accident that brought on these thoughts or not. I often have thoughts. Just about having an accident. Not necessarily to die, but to have a serious accident.
I know this isn’t normal. I’m strange..
