Starting out to be a rough day. Had to go back to the doctor for more bloodwork. My white blood cell count keeps going up, despite having been on an antibiotic a couple weeks ago. I’m not sick but I’m just so damn tired all the time. I got really upset awhile ago, still trying to transition from private insurance to a medicare supplement plan. I’m so worried that I won’t be able to afford to do things or go places. It’s important for me to be able to go places. I can’t stand feeling cooped up. I’ve snapped at the people around me and I need to take some anxiety medicine but I’m too lazy to get up out of the recliner and go get a pill. I’m becoming less and less of a people person. I’m so very toxic and am not fit to be around others.