ok, day one on meds. stuck me on WELBUTRIN . go back in a week. doc said these had more tolerable side effects after 2 weeks to 1 month. so crossing fingers. these are not an ssri which i was always on these are snri. which affects different parts of the brain.again fingers crossed.
well always want time to myself, then i am bored. so i am bored. well ok not bored. missing the man. had a bit of a tiff sunday night, then not much texting going on, as that is our form of cummunication when hes not here. i like talking to him during the week at least once, but i always seem to have to tell him to call or he wont. i know ,i know men arent mind readers, but i thik that if you are thinking or missing me or us then why wouldnt you call and want to hear us. so then it makes me think, hhmmm. maybe we are drifting apart and this is his way of a hint.for me its why cant ppl open their mouth and just say "its over" instead of sneaking around like an idiot.
seeing therapist friday as she called she is back from holidays. thank goodness. i mean i can e mail her and call but not the same.did not sleep well last night, not really tired today though so i am going with it.gee i really dont have much today.i am just level, mellow…… i guess another i dont know . hhmm
went into the chat room on here other day. was weird. i was never a big one on the whole chat room thing. i think if i had a couple of ppl that i talked to on a daily basis then it would be ok. i am not the type of person that intrudes so haha guess i will just be the person in the corner haha.listening to music as i am doing this, need some new tunes.went for walk monday night and yesterday so that is good .not feeling it today though.maybe i should call my mother? do i really want to , i mean she needs an intervention, and sometimes i am worse after talking to her, no, i am good. nothing to really talk about anyway.
ok, i am going to leave now, i have nothing exciting or even anything that needs to get out. the squirrel hs stopped today, shes resting. THANK GOODNESS!!
ttyl
