So over the years, I have grown to hate arguments. They lead to nothing but sadness and anger. I've also grown to hating silence (mainly between people). See, everytime my ex step-father and I every got into an argument, he wouldn't speak to me for the next three days. Not only that, but the week before he left for good, he didn't speak to me at all. He didn't even look at me. He didn't work and so everytime that I came home for school, I'd see him although he wouldn't say a thing. I didn't like the guy but you can see why I got a little sad and upset can't you? I mean, he's been my father ever since I was 2 and all of the sudden, just because him and mother were getting a divorce he'll just stop talking to me?! That just doesn't seem quite far…
So here lately my mother and brother have een getting in a lot of arguments and it's really making me mad. I've tried really hard to keep this house in order ever since my step-father left. He was always the one to keep everything in order. Once he left, that role was past down to me… i guess… And then all of the sudden my little brother starts opening his big mouth and starts saying everything that was on his mind. Most of it not good. He was being completely rude to mother and being a pain in the butt. He'll start cussing or he'll say he's hungry but he doesn't want to fix his own dinner. He's 11 years old. I'm pretty sure that he's capible enough to make a pb&j sandwich. Then he'll start complaining that it was boring and he wanted to go to his dad's. I would really like to know what they do over there that is so much more fun than over here. I am willing to bet my life that they do exactly the same thing. But since he's over here he gets the right to say that life over here is boring. That really uset me because I live here 24/7. I don't get to choice whether I want to be over at my mother's house of my father's house. It's like he's calling my life boring.
My brother is just so selfish and doesn't see everything that he has. I really can't wait until he gets old enough to move out and life just slaps him in the face.
*Smile*
