Hey all!  I am back!  I was gone for awhile.  First to start off my children were in  the hospital.  That was so scary.  My son was in for a bacterical infection.  He was only there overnight.  He is doing okay now.  My daughter she was in the hospital for appendix, she had to have them taken out.  You know it is funny in a way.  I called my ex-husband to let him know that our daughter was in the hospital and he was right there and stayed about as long as I did.  But when it came to our son, he was no where to be found, but my husband was right there.  It dont seem to bother my son, but deep down somewhere I wonder does it bother him.  He says that it doesnt, but I guess after being with my husband for the last 6 years he looks to him as his dad.  I asked him if it bothered him and he said no.  He has no use for me so I have none for him.  I can see his point.  I just wished that my ex loved our son as much as he does our daughter.  You cant make somebody love you.  So Tracey Eric looks to his stepdad as a father.  Which I am very proud to say some people dont have.  He told me yesterday that he is going to join the marines, so I am very proud and scared at the same time. I do know that at least once he got in there his college education would be taken care of.  I am proud to say that we have RAISED A FINE YOUNG MAN!!!!  My son was given to me when I was 18 and together we have grown up together.  We have been through alot and when I say alot I mean ALOT!!!   My daughter I still have some time with her she will be 10 in March.  I love my son and daughter with all my heart and I would lay my life down for both of them.  They are my accomplishment in my  life.  My son also have a wonderful girlfriend and she is so sweet I hope that they never break up. My kids are my world right along with my husband.  I am so thankful that God have blessed me with such a GREAT FAMILY!!! Love and Hugs to all of yall,

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