We suddenly have a bunch of bills to pay. I thought one of them was already taken care of, so I don’t know why they sent us a bill. And we now have the bills from my husband’s hospital and doctor bills from his dog bite. HUGE co-pays. Thankfully, my landlady, whose dog it was that bit him, is taking the amount off of our rent. And we have to pay our phone bill today too. My oracle card for today is the New Moon in Taurus, “Prosperity lies ahead.” I sure hope so. My husband gets paid this week, thank God. We also will have to pay for more propane (we live in a motorhome).

I’m trying really hard to stay calm. I don’t remember my parents going through such a tumult. Why is it happening to us?  Maybe my parents just never told me what they had to go through financially. I know things were hard when my mom had to quit work, yet didn’t qualify for disability. Eventually she did get on disability, which I know helped a lot, but my dad had to work until he was 74.

It’s just hard. I don’t know how my landlady does it. She has way bigger bills to pay than I do, and that says a lot. She’s had to come out of retirement to work again. She’s a psychologist. Dear Lord, be with us and get us through this. I’m burning patchouli incense, which is said to bring wealth. My husband works hard, and he did get a raise a couple months ago, which helps tremendously, but it never seems like it’s enough. Inflation doesn’t help either.

I just trust in the Lord to get us through this time. Blessed Be and Amen.