You came into my life like cool breeze in hot muggy day… You were to me, everything right to a life gone awfully wrong…. You took goggles full of scratches off of my face… And replaced them with perfect prescription of clearness…. I saw the world through your focused eyes.. And I saw the world I never knew existed.. You’ve chosen a career that saves lives… You’ve chosen me, to save from darkness… You gave me courage to walk away…. From the greed and evil that was dark and tarnished………….. Every day the sun shined on us… Today brighter than rays of yesterday… You were faced with a decision to make… Life altering decisions that can’t be looked back… You asked me to come with, somewhere far away… I asked you to stay, just a little bit longer… The decision had to be made, you had to go or stay…. You were to me an angel sent from the above… It was my choice to fly away with an angel… Or stay planted right here where I am… You wanted to take me to heaven… Heaven, I was not ready for… . I told you I’d go when the weather gets warm again… I told you a lie that rips through my soul… soul you once caressed into deep dark midnight skies… I had to do this so you’d go to your place… The place where it’s warm, and sun soaks you year round… Letting you go wasn’t what I had planned… I’m trading away my happiness for the dreams you’ve reached…… You gave me tears of joy… I gave us the tears of emptiness… You gave me taste of heaven… Comforting place, just for a moment… The thin battered trees are dropping their leaves… I can sense the chilly air coming so viciously… You were the breeze that once saved my soul.. The cool breeze, now breeze of total emptiness
Breeze of Emptiness – written Oct 2005
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