Nothing’s been working out lately. The past few months I’ve been looking for another job because my current job is terrible and nothing. I’m stuck at a job I hate and I’m stuck in life. My parents are driving me fucking crazy. They’e just like everybody else. I do a lot for them, more than my selfish fucking brother ever does and it’s never appreciated. Nothing I ever fucking do is appreciated by anyone. I have no friends and the ones that I did have were all full of shit. I can’t trust anyone. I feel like I’m about to snap. I fantasize about hurting people and I feel I’m close to doing it. I’m really beginning to hate everyone in my life.