All of my life, ive been depressed D: . Im not sure when specifically this started, but its been like this ever since i was a little girl. My mother is emotionally abusive, and she made my life a living hell. Im not sure how much longer i can take this. It seems like life has no purpose anymore, its just wake up and repeat the cycle all over again. I struggle to wake up in the morning because i cant bear the fact that im still alive in this horrible world with horrible people surrounding me. Sure, i have a few friends, but most of them truly dont care about my problems. They only talk to me when its convenient. School? Absolute hell. Im failing all of my classes, and it seems like my plans for college are drifting away. When does life start getting good? I wonder ^_^