So continuing from my previous blog, I didn’t have any communication with Elizabeth since she asked for space. I tried to wait for her after work a few days after our argument and she was cordial, but she did remind me I wasn’t really giving her the space she asked for. After hearing that I decided I would just take a step back and let her be the one to reach out to me.

I ended up going through almost the entire summer without communicating with Elizabeth. It wasn’t until August 14^th that I reached out to her because it was her birthday and I wanted to greet her. That actually went really well. She was very welcoming of me reaching out. So from there we started communicating again.

So fast forward to New Year’s Eve. At this point we’ve been communicating consistently. We talked about where we stood a little bit, but definitely no where near dating like we had been before. We have hung out a few times, but even though we kept dating an option we hadn’t done anything at this point. We haven’t even held hands. To make the long story short I found out she went on a date with a guy she met on a dating site and on their 2^nd date they kissed. That hurt, but didn’t affect me too much. What really got me was I found out that over the summer she went to Los Angeles, California and visited the guy I talked about from my last blog and she slept with him. To be honest, when I found that out I lost it. My world collapsed. Here I thought this girl was different from other girls out there only to feel like she’s just like most girls. Even writing this months later after I found out the news I still can’t believe that happened.

I know it’s her body and her decision, but I couldn’t help but feel betrayed. Especially since it was the guy that we had an argument over in the first place. My problems is that I put her on this pedestal and she definitely fell down after that decision that she made.