So me and my boyfriend are now 2 years in to a hopefully long relationship, I hope to marry him yet I when problems between us occur I feel terribly sick. To maybe make more sense I had relcently been diagnosed with bipolar and anxiety along side and old diagnosis of ADHD. My anxiety has increased over our relationship and its crippling at points. A argument was enough to bring me into relapsing in SH and EDs. I have a therapist now but I still can’t seem to recover from it. I feel like its my fault as he is trying the help me yet nothing seems to help. every time bad news breaks from his side or we have an argument I can’t even eat a meal without purging. I’m scared that this will push him away along with my constant overthinking. I love him and he loves me yet he has a limit and I fear one day it will finally be enough and he’ll leave. What should I do?
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