When us women were little girls we were told that a handsome prince would come around and sweep us off our feet and we\'d live happily ever after…boy were we wrong!  I\'ve been through hell and back with him and yet I\'ve always loved him even though our relationship was far from perfect.  He and I were complete opposites, but somehow I saw something good in him that no one else did.   Everyone told me no that he wasn\'t right for me, but I knew we could be something great.  Was I just completely insane to even try a relationship with him?  Maybe.  They say love is blind.  Yeah that\'s true not a flaw on his perfect dimpled cheeks, gorgeous smile, baby blue eyes, or the mole on the right side of his hip.   He was so charasmatic, he made me feel so beautiful and he gave me a gift that I can never be so proud of, but even though my fairytale dreams didn\'t become a reality  even though he lied, cheated, stole, tore my heart apart and I left him because I knew thats what I had to do.  I still loved him…I thought maybe he\'d change and come running back, but that never happened…..Now it\'s been three years, he doesn\'t write, he doesn\'t call, he moved on faster than I could even think of moving on, now it\'s not just me anymore, it\'s his son he left behind…the split image of his daddy.  I can\'t get him out of my head.  I think about him at least once a day and it\'s changed me.  I don\'t know how I can move past this.  They say time heals, but i\'ve had time.  I guess love never truly dies, the relationship dies long before the love does…his new girl is pretty, younger and pregnant she was me five years ago with her fairytale dreams…