We me went I was 18, I thought I was in love. I was on cloud nine. After 9 years and 6 kids I realized I was worth loves time. I’m not worth anyone’s time. For the last few months I’ve been reminded that “I’m not the one” I even hear “eww” in passing. I was told I have not ambition no pride and that the love of my life has moved on. I cant provide the normalcy he is looking for. I’ve been in mommy mode since I was 18. I don’t know how to be normal. I know how to be a mom. In turn his reply was “I’ve been tolerating you because of the kids” I’m crushed. My youth is gone, I have no friends (wasn’t allowed) , my family stop calling years ago because Mr.Aggression thought my family were trying to separate us. I am alone and overwhelmed. Who is going to love me now? What do I have to look forward to? I’ve endured physical, emotional and financial abuse. I’m broke I give up. Why am I not worthy? What makes me unlovable. My mom doesn’t talk to me my grandmother used the word “hate” and a few other colorful words to describe me and my kids,my dad….absent. my siblings have their own lives and families they are all so happy I want to feel happiness too. I want to be loved
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Bullied no more.
bucklemunki, , Depression, Child, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, 1
just thought id let ya know…i had been paying my youngest’s dad a tenner out of my benefits every...
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Screw This.
SheIsStillYoung, , Depression, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
I feel horrible.Completely horrible.On 20 levels.For 50 different reasons. I feel physically sick. Cramps. Mother nature must really HATE...
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Angel
kylie, , Depression, Anger, 0
I looked for you but u weren’t there, I called for u but u didn’t answer, I felt beside...
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End of My Rope
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anger, Career, Child, Depression, Medication, Questions, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 1
I'm scared. I'm depressed to the point that I'm seriously considering hurting myself or doing something worse. I just...
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Here's the letter to Griffon, what do you think?
soullessbvblover, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Questions, Stress, 0
Alright…So I wrote this message to confront griffon about the anxiety it's been causing me not knowing if I...
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Little Miss Contrary
MurphyGrey, , Anxiety, Marriage & Family, OCD, Teens, Anger, Career, Child, OCD, Therapy, 0
Mary, Mary, quite contrary, how does your garden grow? With silver bells and cockle shells, and pretty maids all...
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Getting Through
sadviolinist, , Depression, Bipolar, Depression, Relationships, Suicide, 0
It's as hot as hell here today. Almost 90degrees in the shade and climbing still. And of course, true...