i've got this horrible disney song from Radio Ahhs (how many people remember that station???) stuck in my head, from back in like 1992, with like mickey and goofy all singing 'i'm bored, i'm bored, i don't know what to do and, if you sing this song with me, then you can be bored…too' so i really must be bored now. [br][br] i had a terrible day yesterday.  really, from about 11.30am straight up to about 11.30pm, it was just horrible.  how many people did i manage to hurt or piss off, i wonder?  and how many hurt me?  and i had a really bad experience with a terrible recruitment agent who left me feeling utterly hopeless about money.  she really did just tell me i can't expect a higher salary and i'm not capable of a bigger job.  who the hell is she to tell me that anyway? [br][br] i saw another one today though who was totally different and wants to try and put me forward for a really top-notch sounding job, i don't want to say too much about it but yeah.  so today i feel better, albeit exhausted from staying up too late last night trying to piece my life back together.  [br][br] i'm bitter about my shoes.  i was on the escalator and my heel just came right off, i can't believe it, thankfully i've got trainers with me to wear after work so i can just leave these with the cobblers (please please please let them be able to fix them, they're only a couple months old and it took me AGES to find the right black shoes for work and i really can't afford to just go out and get another pair even if i DO find something decent).  it's a shame though, cause it's so warm and humid out, i would have preferred to wear my heels, since they're sandals.  [br][br] i'm going out after work to see the 'sex and the city' movie with my friend maria, i haven't seen her in a month, it feels like two or three but i realised it's only been one, but yeah it's been too long really.  i really want pizza, like all i can think of now is pizza and seeing maria, i really miss her, i don't know why but suddenly i feel all emotional even though like 2 minutes ago i felt bouncey and totally fine.  well, this will pass too.  ('i don't know why' – that is rubbish, of course i know why.) [br][br] i just want to leave work, though!!!  how is it still only 4pm!?  how can i have 90 MINUTES LEFT!?  [br][br] this may be the most pointless blog i've ever written.  i'll probably end up deleting it some day, because it's so meaningless.  HA! and i got you all to sit through it too, bet you thought it would say something interesting, and then it so didn't.  well isn't that a shame.