How do I tell him I'm falling apart again when everything in his life is going so well?

How do I tell him I drank the other day just to feel alive again?

How do I tell him I can't even fake a smile anymore because my heart hurts?

How do I tell him I feel like I've lost the ability to socialize with others?

How do I tell him I feel like I've lost my true identity?

How do I tell him I never expected to have graduated and still live at home with no career and with barely any friends at my age?

How do I tell him I miss just going out to clubs just to be able to dance with him?

How do I tell him I miss being around large groups of friends with different ethnic backgrounds?

How do I tell him I miss laughing?

How do I tell him I miss the way we used to make time for each other?

How do I tell him I miss the spontaneous energy he used to have?

How do I tell him I'm scared of not knowing where my life is going?

How do I tell him I get anxious all the time?

How do I tell him anything anymore without knowing he just thinks I compain too much?

How do I tell him I'm going through another rollercoaster episode?

How do I tell myself to hold on for one more day just to make it through the week, to get past a month and another year…