I had a hard time waking up this morning. Because of our little nighttime adventure we didnt even get home for dinner until 9pm so we didnt get the kids to bed until 11pm. I think my husband and I finally got to bed around midnight.
When I woke up I found that I had two texts from the two friends that have decided its too hard to support me atm but still want me to help them. I waited until after I had fed the kids oatmeal, made coffee for my husband, gave my son and husband cold meds (they are both sick this morning) and was all settled. I am so sad that they are acting this way. I just cant give a whole lot right now. All I really want from them is to call me once in a while and ask how I am. Or listen to me vent a little. Or even just care a little. I have found that isnt to be though so I am not going to keep on chasing them, nor am I going to be able to keep helping them right now. I have a bit on my own plate right now lol.
Today my husband has another interview. The first job did get back to him yesterday saying that they didnt want him. I know he will get a job. It will just take a while I fear.
When we moved here we signed up for this email loop thing for local homeschoolers. On there there is another lady who just moved here. She has two kids the same ages as my older two. We are going to meet at the gas station down the street this afternoon and she is going to lead me to a park she has found. I would so much rather stay home but the kids really need to play with other kids. This has all been so very hard on them so I am dragging myself out of the house for this. The plus side is that we will finally know where a park is nearby!
Maybe the sunshine and fresh air will be good for all of us. My husband is going to stay home and work on some things. I hope that having some alone time is good for him too.
Thank you to everyone who has been commenting on my blogs and supporting me. Its been a lifesaver for me!