It’s been rough the past few months.  Even going on vacation was a bit rougher than I anticipated.  We did a trip with a so called friend.  I noticed it more prominently on this trip that I would start to say something, be interrupted and the conversation would continue as if I had NEVER BEEN SPEAKING.  It happens, I know, but I really noticed it happening more every single day.

After a while… when others do it, I now believe I’ve got nothing worthy to say.  When your friends cut you off and ignore you, it simply sucks.

I want to fade away.  I’m already on that path of being forgotten since I’m standing in the room, speaking and you act like I did nothing.

I tell myself I’m worthy.  Some days it’s just hard to do it.