today was graduation a day i post to be happy for making it but where have i made it my life is broken i keep trying to hurt them but there pain there cry for help is not enough to make me stop i want to but i feel why stop now i did so much burn so many bridge it will never matter if i stop my heart hurts but my mind seek revenge i just want to be happy i just dont want to let people get to me i just hate my life i just hate this anger hurt negelct i hold inside i shouldnt do this to them but i feel i should be able to hurt them how they hurt me they all did it on purpose why was i the target why cant i do the same to them as they did to me why cant they share my pain because they truly dnt know how much they put me through who the fuck is this girl who stare back at me i hate her i hate everything about her she so weak sad she let them get to her she not strong why would u loved her why would u be proud why would you show her off i hate this girl i try so hard to play by the rules did everything right but i alway lose whether i do tight or wrong no one see how much i do for them none of you im just sick of this person i am i cant get rid of her she ruining my life 2012 was post to be my year but that ruin now 2012 is almost over and what have i truly done nothing i hate you i fucking hate everything about u just get out of my life
Hate who i am
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You are at the start of the rest of your life! Just think of all the possibilities. Every single day is a new day to take off with a fresh start. Go for it 🙂
This new beginning is a chance for you- to start over on a clear, new slate in a new place, with a different environment. Don't give up now! You are such a bright girl- try to open yourself just a little to accepting this new opportunity and maybe you will find some positive thoughts along the way. Thinking of you! 🙂
today is the first day of the rest of your life… go out and make it wonderful.
but still nothing to look foward to it what ever to me