I give a fuck. I really do. I care what everyone thinks of me. I overthink it when someone says something bad to me. I act on my emotions too often because I really get emotional when I feel like I have done something wrong. I do that because I give a fuck and I can’t help it. So there is my confession to you.
I give a fuck
Okay, but are you happy living like that? I’m guessing you’re not, or you wouldn’t be here. Just saying.
It hurts so much to care that I always wonder why. Why do I care? Why do I care what people think? Why do I keep thinking, “This time will be different. These people are different.” And then their not. And then it hurts again and I spend so much time going over everything so I can do something different next time. And then I end up here again. It would be so much easier if we could just shut off the “give a fuck,” wouldn’t it?