I cannot help who I am, all I can do is just try and bwe the best me I can. I get frustrated when people think you are something you are not. They cannot understand that who you are is who you are. They think you are trying not to be yourself, but they think you are just a person wereing a mask. All I can do is try and be the best I can day to day. It really makes me sad and frustrated when they tell you that you are being disingenuous of stomthing like that. They think you are a fake. And trying to tell them that you are just being yourself is just like ramming your head, continuously, into a cinder block wall over and over and over again and again. They think they know you, but in reality they know nothing about you at all. They think just cause they might hear your voice and everything like that they know everything about you and they can just be as rude or abnoxious as they feel like. I have met more than a few people like that that think they know it all, but they don't know anything about me. They think they can just tear a person down for their own pleasure and that they are superior to you just cause they are a bit daster on the draw with their combacks and everythign like that. They are, in my opinion, stress givers cause they do not understand or cannot handle someone being themselves. I do not know this for a fact not am I any kind of expert. I just cannot handle people that think they know everything about me from just what I say. I cannot help it that I am the way I am, but I do not apologize for it either. I am who I am from my years of growing up and that is all I can say. I cannot and will not aplogize for who I am. If they cannot exept who I am then that is their problem and not mine.