Why are my mood swings so hard for me to deal with? I mean this morning one of the teachers at school told me to go and start walking. I was going to and I was finishing something up on my laptop and he came back and told me ” I told you to start walking I don’t want to take your computer away” I slammed my laptop and put it in my back. I was pissed. He told me it was disrespectful and then I started crying because I didn’t mean to and do what I did and I was so upset. He asked me if I wanted to go to the counselor and didn’t say anything to him but I was think what is the counselor going to do right stuff down and tell me to go to class.  I felt bad for getting mad and I felt bad for crying in front of him. I was so scared throughout the day that I was going to get in trouble. I felt so bad because the teacher was very nice about it but I was so rude. UUUHHHGGG!!!