Not sure where to begin. My husband and I have been having issues in our marriage for quite some time and we have two children together.

Our issues have been creating a great deal of anxiety for me and I’m sure everyone else has been feeling it too. On top of all that his mother lives with us and we have to make sure she takes her medications etc etc. The past several months my husband has been acting very differently, not like himself. Doing careless things and saying very hurtful things. He is also being very absentminded, or just pretending to be. I can’t tell which one because it just seems unbelievable for him to forget the same thing as many times as he has. Also he knows what upsets me and then trys to push my buttons to get me upset. There are other issues that we have to work through and issues that I have to work through but I feel like I first need the help of a therapist. The problem is that we can’t afford one. This has been going on for over a year now. But it’s got so bad that he’s been sleeping in another bedroom the past couple weeks. This week has been horrible for me. I haven’t been able to sleep hardly at all. Some days I think I just need to find a new place to live but there’s just not enough money for us to do that either. We need a miracle.