Today, I found out about something that I'd give anything to go to! I don't care what I'd have to do, I want to go so badly! But it's in L.A and money is an issue. I'm giving my parents ideas on how we can earn more money, but they won't listen! They told me it's a stupid wish that's not going to come true because of how little money we have! I HATE BEING POOR! I HATE IT SO MUCH! All my friends go to Paris and Italy while I'm stuck in my tiny, crappy apartment the entire summer, doing the same thing everyday!!!
The event that I'd give anything to go to is called "Invader Con." I want to go there SO much.But like my parents said, it's stupid to even think that I might have a chance at going there. And this is the last year they're doing it. God, right now I feel like crying. I know I might sound like a spoiled brat who throws a fit everytime she can't get what she wants, but I've never been out of my tiny town. I don't even go on school feild trips because I'm so poor. I'd do anything to meet my favorite celebrities at Invader Con. But I know I can't. Why did I have to be born into a poor family? Maybe if I wasn't I can do things every other kid in my town has. I've never been on a train or a plane, I've never had a car, I've never been to a concert, I've never even had a birthday party. (And I've never been to one.) I hate being poor. I hate it with everything inside me. I'd give ANYTHING to go to Invader Con, ANYTHING! Then maybe my depression wouldn't be so bad, But I might as well forget about it. Poor kids rarely ever get something they want. And yeah, maybe I am asking a lot of my parents. Going to L.A, buying tickets for Invader Con, staying at the hotel, but they don't understand how badly I want this. I barely ask for anything, and the minute I want something as bad as I want this, it turns out to be impossible. I really need to go cry.