that completely explains my OCD in a nutshell.

lyrics:

I have no space, no room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out

How did I get so far from where I was?
When did I decide to lose my way?
Who have I become?

I've got a new low
All 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go
Well who am I?
A cold shoulder left to cry
You feel bad? Well so do I
Yeah so do I

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

I can not help feeling like I have so much at stake
So I lock myself inside my head
And I just run in place

So many directions I don't know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing
I got nothing to show

I've got a new low
All 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go
Well who am I?
A cold shoulder used to cry
You feel bad? Well so do I
Yeah so do I

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

I've been right; I've been left
I've been wrong; I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

I make mistakes just like everybody else
But instead I'm letting go of it
I can't forgive myself

Well I did my time in this windowless box, like it or not
All I got now is today, tomorrow aint here
And yesterday has gone dead on me anyway

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down

this song has been on repeat for weeks. every single time i get upset or angry or feel misunderstood, i put this song on. i don't feel alone when i listen to this.