So, I feel pan and demigirl. Great, alright, fine with that.

but now what?

I came out to my friends, and they support, but I simply don’t feel complete. I wish I had a partner, something more than just a friend. I feel so lonely and distant from the people around me and often engage in fantasies about having a partner.

i understand someone won’t simply fall into my lap, but I don’t know what to do.

update: I’m not clean anymore since I relapsed. I feel selfish since I came out to my family so I think I’m supposed to feel better. They found my sh and made me promise not to do it again but I can’t help feel even worse now I don’t know what to do I feel so lonely.