I’m sorry to everyone…

I’m sorry to Mike… especially, i love you. I’m soo sorry, my words can’t express how sorry I am. Your the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. I hope you understand.

I’m sorry to Bethie.. your my best friend, and I care so much about you. Your so strong, please don’t doubt that- NEVER.  You have brought so much light into my life, more than you can imagine. Please let Belle help you, and don’t give up, promise me this.

To my friends in the chatroom, Nikki and Haras, Thank you for your time, and you are beautiful souls, never forget that.

Nikki, please be the best you can be, don’t hold back, don’t let anyone tell you how to be, cause your wonderful the way you are.

Haras.. My dear, your such a beautiful soul, You shine like the sun. Don’t let anyone bring you down. You don’t know how much everyone loves you. Your a blessing.

44, your amazing, such an insperation. I just wish i could be like you. All the best my dear.

To my sister, Alicia. I’m sorry, I love you with all my heart, I’m sorry that i had to do this. please go on and live the best you can. Go to school, become a vet like you wanted. I love you more than you can ever know, and i hope that you forgive me. Please look after mum and nan and pop for me, they will need you more than ever. Don’t ever give up on your dreams. you have to promise me this.

To mum. I’m sorry. I am… I’m sorry that i could be the daughter you wanted me to be. Please be good to alicia. She deserves the world.

to anyone that i have forgotten.. i’m sorry…