i was mommys little nighmere

i was always daddys excuse

why doent he love me?

why doent she care?

slowly there killing me.

i just wished theyed open there eyes and see,

what theyer lies and and fales promisses are doing to me.

they built my walls,

and there the ones who watched me fall.

i just wanted to feel.

is that so seral?

but i found away

to make all my pain

drift away

i lock the bath room door.

i can see my blood falling to the floor

i now iv done it,

i now i hit a vain,

i can feel me slowly drifting away,

to my spicale place.

the front door slams.

daddys home.

he calls my name.

i wipe the blood up off the floor.

i unlock the bath room door.

he sees me in the hall.

he pushes me aginst the wall.

you make me this way!

hit.

your a fucking disgrace!

hit.

i dont now why your mother kept you!

kick.

she dosent even love you!

finally he walks away.

once more

i pick myself up off the floor

i slowly walk to my room

and i shut the door

i look in the mere

the bruses are already starting to aper

i crule in my bed

fall asleep

i once was mommys little girl,

i was daddys shineing perl!

he loveed me what happpend?

mommy care she was always there.