if i die i would not have to feel like this and all my pain will go away i would not have to worry abut keeping people happy and i would not have to yell at people just so they will listen to me and i will not have feel like i’m in a cage i will never have to fake a smile aging i will not have worry about having a anxiety attack ever aging well cuz i would be dead
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Unbelievable
sadjac, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Suicide, 0
Well apparently I’m unbelievable… Just beat me down when I feel good. Go on.. take your best shot… I’ll...
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Depression from h-ell
zarinna, , Depression, Depression, 0
i’m totally depressed. it started around the 15 of last month. and has just been getting worse. what started...
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Fade away…..
BubbaPat, , Depression, HIV or Aids, LGBT, 1
A lot of things have not been going well… it’s life, it happens. I thought the point of friends...
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Relationship
Shehlah, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Grief, Relationships, 2
I've only been in one relationship before.. And really, it was shit. At first I was happy, I had...
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Help.. just help..
Gloric, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Medication, Relationships, Social Anxiety, Suicide, Therapist, 1
Hello, my name is Matt… This is my first time on here. I've never been to a depression forum...
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Confused and upset
Eternal_Fire, , Depression, 1
Hey there, I need help. First and formost I am not intending to hurt anybody's feelings with anything I...
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Explicit
Tehycan, , Depression, Addiction, Anger, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 1
I'm finding that with every passing hour i am hating the world more and more, sick of all the...
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None
Di, , Depression, Depression, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
Well I can't sleep as usual. I'm pissed off and in the mind state of dreaming of justice towards...
To quote crip Mac, never commit suicide. Eventually you’ll bump into a person who just listens. Life is constant pain, I’m not going to pretend you’ll be in a moment where it just disappears, but it will subside. Then you’ll have interesting new pains to grapple with!
It gets easier somehow, and that constant pain is in service of the little joys you can’t feel right now, but you and I know they’re there every day too.
We just need to find a way to lock on that part of our day, or maybe that’s escapism and also unhealthy, eh.