I've been depressed lately with school and my family. I'm stressed 'cause of the pile of homework I have every single day. My family is currently having a financial problem and my dad isn't helping my mom with it. My mom is struggling all alone. I'm only 16 and I don't even know how to help her. Everyday I hear her complaining about my dad. It makes me sad and feels like my life is a major disaster. I wish I had a great dad like my friends'. My dad rarely gives me advices and moral support. I feel like I'm not worthy sometimes.
I'm an A student. I get good grades and i'm in the science stream class. Sometimes I feel so lazy to do homework 'cause I'm too depressed. I got scolded once this year for not handing my homework in time. it was embarrassing 'cause I was the only one who didn't do my homework. Honestly,I hate Biology. I thought it would be a fun subject but it turns out to be a crappy and stressing subject. My new school is so boring. I don't find anything fun there. I starve myself every single day. Even none of my new friends wants to eat during recess. All they do is study or do a quick revision for the next subject. My new friends are kind of lame. Other than that,I sit alone in the class. I'm the odd number. My sitting partner is a guy but he would move away his chair most of the time and sit next to his friends instead. My Addmath teacher notices that,and she always says she feels sorry for me. Whatever,anyway.
Today,I skipped school 'cause I'm too tired to go to school. I just needed a day off from the boring school. Ugh. I miss my old friends but I can't go back 'cause I've moved to somewhere else far from there. Right now,I'm so depressed. last night and a minute ago,I could barely breathe. I feel like my chest is tightened. I feel so tired and my body aches. My face looks really tired. Help? Someone please make me feel better 🙁 thank you for spending your time reading this. Do you think I should see the doctor? Oh and I can't see a therapist in real life 'cause my mom will think I'm such a disaster. Trust me.
-
About me
Sammy-perfered.Or-Bon, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, PTSD, Self Esteem, Therapy, 1
I don’t really like talking about myself in detail. People don’t understand. People easily misinterpreted my background or take...
-
Whats next?
jck1719, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Child, Depression, Divorce, Infidelity, Parenting, Questions, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
Well, Im sitting here with alot of thoughts running through my head, It all started in 2006 when i...
-
The power of knowing you're not alone
TessErin, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Therapist, 0
This is all I managed to put together for January. It is most likely due to the fact day-to-day...
-
The voices
Athena_Lockheart, , Depression, Obesity, Suicide, 0
I can hear them. They are chanting the same words every heart beat. I can feel my pulse in...
-
Feeling better with clothes (male oriented)
ZackP, , Depression, Stress, 1
So, a big part of me nowadays is wearing nice clothes and looking good. I thought I'd post a...
-
Yesterday I went to lake and today I went to the river
Dayisdone, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, 0
I went alone again of course. I do have some people that offer to be with me to go. ...
-
Sunrise, sunset: A poem about death
F1refly08, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Uncategorized, Sleep Disorders, 0
I wrote this to feel better It didn’t make me feel better I used to wake up every morning...
-
Karate chop
cierrakathleen, , Depression, Anxiety, 0
does anyone know the feeling when something goes wrong like you get hurt or you say something wrong and...
You're under a lot of stress and pressure in addition to the usual teenage angst.
You're describing depression to a t so I would recommend that yes, you should see a doctor. Most schools have a counselor you can talk to I would just be concerned that she may not see you're in a real, clinical depression.