Hey…………im sorry that I was gone so long. see what I did was very dumb. last Monday I overdosed. took 6 bottles of aspirin….. I tried to kill myself. I don’t know why.i woke up the night before I got up in the middle of the night and cut my wrist open and then I woke up and toke those pills. I got really dizzy in class and told the teacher the ambulance came and got me from school. I went to umc and the Mae me drink charcoal and had me hooked up on  two IVS. IT WAS HORRIBLE. I was scared but not scared. I will never do it again I didn’t think anybody cared.  That was no true. people do care about me and people also care about you guys don’t worry. I care about each and every one of you guys. When I overdosed I wasn’t thinking. I was just thinking about myself and it was dumb.I just wanted it to be over you know? I just wanted the pain to stop but honestly if you think about it the pain will never stop. I’m very sorry I don’t know what is wrong with me but I know I  am enough no matter what anybody says. and so are are. we will make it and e are good enough. we are perfect and beautiful no matter what anybody says. I willl try to respond more often on here because I’m so happy and more healthy. I don’t have anorexia. I got home ad somebody tried to jump me. a whole group of girls tried to jump me for no reason. I don’t even know what I did. but never try to hurt yourself. if the world gets hard remember there are people hear for you. xoxo