Please stop asking if I’m okay,

I’m really not in any way,

My heart is hurting and my head is spinning,

Throwing up pills has got me dizzy,

I’m sorry to scare you i truly am,

But I can’t take this pain i want to die but fucking damn,

Theres a future ahead of me and people to protect,

even when i feel like a reject,

I’m sorry okay but what do you expect?!

To have me sit there and take it and accept this neglect?!

I really can’t i’m sorry to say,

but i guess today isn’t my day,

not my day to die,

even though I’ll sit and cry,

So, for now, I’ll think alone,

for now, I’ll be as a drone,

I’m sorry i’m just out of order,

I’ll play on repeat like a record,

I’m sorry I’m broken but I’ve always been,

I guess I’ve just kept it well hidden,

I’m sorry to all keep yourself safe,

Keep on fighting… promise to be brave?..