ITS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE…
IVE DECIDED I WANT TO BE A COWBOY……I WANT TO ROLL OUT OF MY BUNK…STICK MY WHOLE HEAD IN THE HORSE TROUGH TO WAKE UP…NOT WORRY ABOUT SHAVING CAUSE I DONT NEED OR GIVE A sh*t ABOUT IMPRESSING ANYONE…I WANT TO SADDLE UP MY HORSE WHO WILL KNOW ME BY VOICE AND HAS A COOL NAME LIKE BLUE OR ROCKY OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT…WE WILL HEAD OUT AND SPEND THE DAY STRINGING BARBWIRE OR RUNNING DOWN A LOST COW….IF I GOTTA SHOOT A STRAY COYOTE ITS JUST PART OF THE DEAL….I WANT TO SEE STARS AT NIGHT…AND NOT JUST A FEW BUT A WHOLE SEA….WHATEVER I COOK OVER THE FIRE WILL TASTE LIKE THE BEST FOOD IVE EVER EATEN…I WANT TO ASK A PRETTY GIRL TO DANCE AND WATCH HER BLUSH WHEN I TELL HER SHE'S PRETTY….IF I PUNCH A GUY ITS CAUSE HE HAD IT COMING AND NOT JUST CAUSE HE LOOKED AT ME WRONG OR SOME STUPID REASON LIKE THAT….I WANT TO LIVE IN A TIME OR PLACE WHERE MEN END A DEAL WITH A HANDSHAKE…..AND THEIR WORD IS ALWAYS GOOD….WHERE PEOPLE LOVE THEIR DOGS CAUSE RESPECTING ANIMALS AND NATURE IS ONE OF THE ONLY WAYS WE CAN PROVE OUR HUMANITY….ITS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR I'M HOPING……JUST LOOKING FOR A PLACE WHERE I BELONG……..DAVE |
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