Throughout high school, I hung out with a group of girls who I knew were not good for me. I bit my tongue because I did not want to be friendless. When I went to college, I instantly dropped all of those toxic people out of my life. And though it has been so much better on me mentally, it just makes me sad because I wish I had friends back at home. Right now, being home, I am extremely lonely and I feel like home is just a toxic place for me. I should not let them ruin a safe place of mine, but whenever I am home, I don’t feel good about myself.
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Can I Put My Life On Hold?
Proanamia, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Stress, 2
At my most recent doctor appointment, my doctor highly recommended that I be hospitalized for a little while. I...
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Greetings
xungan, , Depression, Addiction, Child, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Medication, Parenting, Therapist, Therapy, 3
Hello all, In reading through the message boards and other peoples blogs, this seemed to be the direction to...
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Dream i had
exdeath, , Depression, 0
I was in a clean hospital type place waiting for a doctor or someone to come in the small...
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This is my life? sigh (pt1)
lookingforward, , Depression, Career, Relationships, 0
God can this really be my life? What a fucking failure. You’d never believe it if you looked...
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3 Days Clean! *Trigger warning* *Cutting Tips*
angelinaC2005, , Depression, LGBT, OCD, Teens, Addiction, Anxiety, Child, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Relationships, 1
Hey! Im Aj! Today I am 3 days clean! This is the longest I have been without self harming!...
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Why Can’t It Come Out Like I Mean for It Too?
mcampman, , Depression, Marriage & Family, Anxiety, Career, Child, Divorce, Parenting, Relationships, 0
Why can’t words come out of my mind and mouth the way I want them to when it is...
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Dreaming
SadBlogger, , Depression, Schizophrenia, 0
I often wake up in the morning without dreams. I know I have dreams; I simply do not remember...
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July 27th
ucfdarkknight, , Depression, Relationships, 1
So July 27th was my ex’s birthday. I know this decision will be frowned upon, but I dropped off...