I guess this is my welcome back the last few months have been rough. I just feel numb to everything. I walked away again, its just so hard to understand why i keep putting myself in the same position over and over. I would like to make amends to everyone I have left behind or hurt, but I guess I’m just scared to see their responses. I never thought I’d be the person who would burn the bridges down. I let a lot of people down, and I feel guilty. I know a lot of people are unhappy with me but that’s okay. My mental health is more important than putting on a fake act around everyone.